I did 2 things this weekend that scared me...but I believe I was successful anyway.
1. I am now a weed
wacker maniac! I have always been quite frightened by the weed
wacker...it seems so out of control and dangerous the way Rob whips it around the yard. I mean that thing could slice your belly right open and there you would be with your innards all over the front yard....
ewww, not good for front yard appeal. Well....I did it!!! Rob showed me how to work it, and I pushed aside my anxiety and went to work....IT WAS
EXHILARATING!!! Now I know why guys love the leaf blower, weed
wacker, chain saw....the gas powered mower is so...well, powerful. Rob thinks that now because he's 'trained' me he never has to do the edging again...wrong.
2. Next...while I have now been working in the
PICU for 3 years...I still don't feel very
competent at my job....but they must think I'm capable cause they gave me an
ECLS patient last
Friday. These patients still scare me...but I did it anyway. This picture isn't exactly clear, but this is about what my patients room looked like. The machines in the picture include a ventilator and an
ECLS machine, there isn't much room to move around. There are about 15 different pumps used to give things like blood, albumin, plasma,
maintenance fluid, and the remaining are drugs...lots of them. One baby like this requires 2 nurses...and we didn't stop working all night, it's pretty insane. I'd like to also mention that the chest of this little baby wasn't closed after his heart surgery due to swelling...so there is a thin little piece of opaque plastic film that covers the heart...you can see it pumping, if you wanted to you could practically touch the heart
What is
ECLS...
Extracorporeal Life Support...a machine that
essentially does the work of the heart and/or the lungs until the
patient's are healthy enough to take back over the work. It's a pretty wild technology, and not all of children's hospitals do it.
Okay...your turn...I challenge you to do something new...and/or something that scares you this week. Leave it in the comments for fun.